Before I start ranting about my personal life, I’d like to say yesterday was very fun, exciting and most of all, challenging. Finally, I have been given the chance to meet a lot of my Plurk friends and the rest of the Cebu Bloggers Society. For me, it was challenging, because I don’t usually meet new people when I am alone. But I just did. A milestone, phew! Just excuse me for the silence. I am loud really, but not on the first few times.

And so, after the meeting, it is then when I thought about a very close friend who recently have not been in good terms with me and some of my other friends because of an unknown killer issue which we really can’t point out. *zombies* It is my habit to share everything that happened, is happening or will happen to me to this close friend. But because of the recent incident, I felt that all my sharings are stuck up within me (though I tried to relate it to others, but they can’t relate). I know she is not the culprit of the gaddamit “issue” but she sort of sided to the culprit hence I felt betrayed (where it usually leads to disappointment). I kept on denying that I miss her company as didz kept on asking me about it. But I really do. I could not talk about Heroes to other people but this friend. I could not talk about my pets, the movies I watched, my new friends, my prospects, my stalkers *evil grin* and everything to others except this friend who shows great appreciation on all that I have to say. But as the saying goes, “this too shall pass”, we will be back to normal soon. Except for the culprit who has issues. C’mon, stop copying from quotation websites. Kidding!

Photo by rhapsodienbleu

And while I am writing this, a dreaded oral exam is looming. Wish me luck so I would not go blank in front of the teacher. Damn you Descartes, Ayer, Gaddamer, Kant and all of you philosophers, just for today.